the dumb W word again.

Why is it SO difficult 

to lose 10 stupid pounds?!

Seriously. 

I'm working out like a mad woman. 

Eating way better. 

Watching my adult beverage intake. (yes. I love beer)

I'm seeing definition set in on my arms. 

And in my legs.

And my rear seems to be moving in the right direction (up instead of down).

And I know I know I know...if I've heard it once, I've heard it a gillion times....my tummy will be the last area to change...blah blah blah. I heard ya.

Some days my jeans fit better than others.

Some days they are still a bit snug---but mostly just in the waist line. 

The back thigh area is a little loose which is good I guess.

Would much rather it the waist area though. 

BUT.....

I can't escape the scale.  

IT"S NOT MOVING!!!!!!

And, like I've said before...I'm not the scale type of gal.

HA!

Who am I kidding?! 

I've totally become that girl. 

UGHHHHHH

I don't want to be that girl--> Obsessed by what a number says on a stupid scale. Or by what a size says in my clothes. [I'm so becoming that girl & I don't like it!]

Just never had to pay any attention to it before. 

I am going insane here. 

I am not throwing in the towel.

No way. 

I am actually enjoying working out.

Its an escape to focus on me.

Gather my thoughts.

Chat with God.

Pray--(when I'm not cussing my trainer for trying to kill me--[Just being honest people])

I'm just frustrated to no end at this point. 

There has got to be something I can do to move this along. 

Right?!?! 

Anyone.......